internSHIP

" Should I just delete my blog?"

Hey how's everyone doing? 

Internship?

It makes me mature a lot as a person. In my thinking and making of decisions.

Honestly, I am enjoying internship at the same time slowly dying mentally and emotionally. Maybe I am just overthinking. I miss home. I miss friends. I miss church (kinda haha). I miss the free time where I can just derp around and not do anything. People say Mandarine Oriental Hotel is like a prestige hotel and I should be grateful for that but so what. Is not like I am going to work there in the future. Make my resume nice? I bet so.  Staying at a friend's house was not that bad but I just feel that I am interfering with their daily life. Overthinking again. Meeting new friends was the best part of the internship. It helps me see that no matter who they are regardless of their race, religion, gender, the country there is so much to learn by opening up to these people. And I felt a sense of belonging. Weird but that's how I felt. Is only the second month and three more months to go till it ends.

 Hope I don't die by then. 

:) 

De BIG Apple diary

                      took this picture from the observotory tower
How's everyone doing? Have been super busy with university life and almost forget that this blog still exists. In the month Of March, I was lucky to have the chance to travel all the way to New York City for three week. And yez this blog will be a very very short summary about my trip there.

Things i love about NYC:
- Even though the city is filled with high rise buildings you still can somehow find nature around you. Central Park is located in the city itself.
- Public Transport is supper convenient
- Shop, shop and more shopping
- Variety of food can be found. From italian to chinese to japanese to korean. And they taste pretty good
- There have different towns like chinatown, small italy, korean town and yes the place is legit filled with their own stuffs from restaurant to desserts to fahsion to convenient stores and markets even people. Walking down korean town the whole street is filled with koreans who speaks their own korean language.

There are so many more stuff just to like about that city. I mean who would not. Is a whole new experience and a dream come through for me. The biggest part of the trip is the people who brought me there and took time off to show me around. I guess it was the family who took me there plus the city itself which make this trip really unforgetful for me.

Things i dislike about NYC
- The subway is really dirty (i saw rats) and if you go during rush hour it can be a nightmare. But for an experience you should try hehe.
- The taxi drivers can make you have car sick even if you never had one in your life.

Honestly, i even like the dislike. Don't make sense i know. In conclusion, NY is a fascinating city and is freaking Beautiful. There are so many adventures and things to explore right in the city itself. You can never get enough from trying all diffeerent type of food especially their desserts will make you want even more at least for me.

Hands down THE BEST salad i have ever tasted in my whole entire life. The dressing combine so well with the salad that it became so addictitive to eat. Not exergerrating.

20 no 21 things 2016 taught me:

- Make a "to do list" and most probably you will stick to it.
- Silent is gold. Sometimes is better to shut up.
- Always help to speak for those who are wrongly accused.
- Eat more fiber to avoid constipation.
- Let go of people you know you should let go.
- Sing and just keep on singing even if it is lacking. It really helps to distress.
- Before wanting to scream, count 1 to 10 and most probably you will calm down.
- Give to the poor even if you do not have that much.
- Never study last minute. NEVER EVER.
- Ask clearly before starting any assignments.
- Shopping alone is not that back. It's kinda fun.
-Friends you least expect to get a bf first will turn out to be the first.
- Coffee tastes better without sugar.
- What people think about you is none of your business.
- If you really care about something do it with all your heart if not just give up. It is a waste of time.
- Do not judge till you know the full reason.
- There is no coincidence. Everything happens for a reason.
- Family before friends.
- Your squad is still the best.
- K-drama, bingsu, Korean fashion are all so addictive.
- Care less. You will be so much happier.
- Always say your prayers before sleeping despite how sleepy you are.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! May 2017 be an awesome year for everyone :))