Hey how's everyone doing?
Internship?
It makes me mature a lot as a person. In my thinking and making of decisions.
Honestly, I am enjoying internship at the same time slowly dying mentally and emotionally. Maybe I am just overthinking. I miss home. I miss friends. I miss church (kinda haha). I miss the free time where I can just derp around and not do anything. People say Mandarine Oriental Hotel is like a prestige hotel and I should be grateful for that but so what. Is not like I am going to work there in the future. Make my resume nice? I bet so. Staying at a friend's house was not that bad but I just feel that I am interfering with their daily life. Overthinking again. Meeting new friends was the best part of the internship. It helps me see that no matter who they are regardless of their race, religion, gender, the country there is so much to learn by opening up to these people. And I felt a sense of belonging. Weird but that's how I felt. Is only the second month and three more months to go till it ends.
Hope I don't die by then.
:)
